and i’ve never known this thought before or entertained it in my mind that even though it seems you are- perhaps you’re not just being kind. perhaps the gentle smiles you give are signs of what you feel and maybe your outspoken laugh means that this is real.
yesterday gave me tremors; prickles down my spine. and gradually i realized that the cause of it was you. i didn’t want to admit it at the time, but gradually i realized my worst fear was coming true.
decisions, decisions, how do i make them? it’s not as easy as pie. it’s not a means of flour and sugar, of ovens and aprons, or simple things. decisions, decisions, how do i make them? how do i make up my mind? there’s nothing to do but try, but try as i might, i just […]
the noise is deafening sometimes and i can’t find my way outside this box that i’ve been shoved into; while loving you and loving you