fading

i’m too tired to fall asleep; all i can do is think about you and everything you said. oh, wasn’t everything you meant a lie? now i see, who you were to me- it wasn’t true. how wrong of me to assume that there wasn’t anything but truth in your smiles, and how foolish of […]

risky

[recording on soundcloud] oh it’s only recently become clear to me how completely unprepared i am to even give a smile or hold your hand- oh, i’m lost. why are your words in some foreign language that i simply cannot understand no matter how many times; how many days and weeks and nights i’ve studied […]

i once thought i knew

[recording on soundcloud] there were days when nothing made me happier than seeing you, and there were nights when nothing that i tried brought me peace from seeing you. but time has taken that all away. time has faded everything that i once thought i knew to be true. all that i could see was […]

falling for familiarity

everything is better now, and no one can argue with that. each day is a new dawn, but the sun still sets in the west. the breeze from all these open doors before me bring me peace when i need it most. so why am i here missing you? why does something feel like it’s […]