i’m too tired to fall asleep; all i can do is think about you and everything you said. oh, wasn’t everything you meant a lie? now i see, who you were to me- it wasn’t true. how wrong of me to assume that there wasn’t anything but truth in your smiles, and how foolish of […]
i feel the air against my skin warm, and soft, like your touch. the gentle roaming cars pass by towards the lazy afterglow of the sun. i feel the air against my skin slow, but fleeting, like your love. straining, i can almost hear your voice as it was on that night- rhaspy as you […]
i keep checking my phone, hoping to see your name on the screen. i don’t know why; each time i’m only disappointed again. i keep thinking of you, though i know that i shouldn’t. if even i can’t understand it, than what’s the use in worrying? but i keep wondering what could happen, if somehow […]
[recording on soundcloud] oh it’s only recently become clear to me how completely unprepared i am to even give a smile or hold your hand- oh, i’m lost. why are your words in some foreign language that i simply cannot understand no matter how many times; how many days and weeks and nights i’ve studied […]
and i’ve never known this thought before or entertained it in my mind that even though it seems you are- perhaps you’re not just being kind. perhaps the gentle smiles you give are signs of what you feel and maybe your outspoken laugh means that this is real.
river flowing, tumbling down- mumbling, rumbling- whispering of things long since forgotten now, of all the things that you once told me. stream and creek with water clean, tell me all the words you know reflected on the rocks, the sand, the tiny fish, the toads. many times i’ve sat upon a rock and listened […]
the rain is falling, and the porch lights off. the night is humming it’s summer song. oh, i’d always dreamed of moments like this but never realized their impermanence. oh, the moon’s almost gone. oh, the moon’s almost gone. you asked her a question once, and she’ll never forget the clear look in your eyes as […]
all along i knew i was only fooling myself, and here i am again, coming face to face with the reality. i knew you couldn’t feel for me; i knew that much was true. but now that i’ve heard you say the words i don’t know what to do.
it rained again last night- surrounding us all with a humid cloud. the fog of summers spring brought the thawing thoughts into my mind. it’s strange to see you on the horizon; a distant, shimmering mirage. are you simply a trick of the eye? i always second guess, check my watch, and when i squint […]
i’m not sure what to say cause i’m not sure how i feel. it feels right next to you, but i know you won’t steal me away- and that’s okay, that’s fine with me. it’s honestly alright, oh i don’t mind wasting all of my time on you. if i could put it into words, […]