gone with the wind (7/17)

i feel the air against my skin warm, and soft, like your touch. the gentle roaming cars pass by towards the lazy afterglow of the sun. i feel the air against my skin slow, but fleeting, like your love. straining, i can almost hear your voice as it was on that night- rhaspy as you […]

7/2/2017 (not even for a second)

i keep checking my phone, hoping to see your name on the screen. i don’t know why; each time i’m only disappointed again. i keep thinking of you, though i know that i shouldn’t. if even i can’t understand it, than what’s the use in worrying? but i keep wondering what could happen, if somehow […]

risky

[recording on soundcloud] oh it’s only recently become clear to me how completely unprepared i am to even give a smile or hold your hand- oh, i’m lost. why are your words in some foreign language that i simply cannot understand no matter how many times; how many days and weeks and nights i’ve studied […]

i once thought i knew

[recording on soundcloud] there were days when nothing made me happier than seeing you, and there were nights when nothing that i tried brought me peace from seeing you. but time has taken that all away. time has faded everything that i once thought i knew to be true. all that i could see was […]

almost gone (unfinished song)

the rain is falling, and the porch lights off. the night is humming it’s summer song. oh, i’d always dreamed of moments like this but never realized their impermanence. oh, the moon’s almost gone. oh, the moon’s almost gone. you asked her a question once, and she’ll never forget the clear look in your eyes as […]

hopeless (unfinished song)

i’m thinking maybe in five years from now, we’ll have it figured out, expecting i learn to follow my own directions. they always said they’d lead exactly to where i wanted to be, but i was too blind to pay attention. and then there you were, hiding the sunrise in your smile, and leaving me […]