9/17

i am here. right now, we i am here. the grass is green and strong with its many summer memories, whispering blades of stories to each other as i listen. the trees above are peaceful in the friendship they provide; overseeing younger beings as we grow and shift upon the ground. the sun is shining […]

9-22-17

you say you’ve got it all figured out, but i can see through your skin. transparency was always something that you couldn’t help from coming easily. even though you didn’t let me in you let me knock upon the glass. i saw your room, cluttered with sadness, and the darkness clinging to your walls. your […]

deconstruction – spoken word

i still can’t believe that for a second i actually believed and now i’m here, just in time to see it all again; but this time its new, and i’ll always be wondering, if i had acted first, would she be me? and i can see you doing everything with her, all the things i […]

risky

[recording on soundcloud] oh it’s only recently become clear to me how completely unprepared i am to even give a smile or hold your hand- oh, i’m lost. why are your words in some foreign language that i simply cannot understand no matter how many times; how many days and weeks and nights i’ve studied […]

i’ll take the blame (unfinished song)

empty words come easier than the real ones- maybe that’s why the cost is cheap. but just like me they’re not as strong, no, they can’t hold the weight of what i mean. oh, tell me the truth. it can’t be as hard as they say, at least i know that it can’t hurt. oh, […]

almost gone (unfinished song)

the rain is falling, and the porch lights off. the night is humming it’s summer song. oh, i’d always dreamed of moments like this but never realized their impermanence. oh, the moon’s almost gone. oh, the moon’s almost gone. you asked her a question once, and she’ll never forget the clear look in your eyes as […]

hopeless (unfinished song)

i’m thinking maybe in five years from now, we’ll have it figured out, expecting i learn to follow my own directions. they always said they’d lead exactly to where i wanted to be, but i was too blind to pay attention. and then there you were, hiding the sunrise in your smile, and leaving me […]