it rained again last night- surrounding us all with a humid cloud. the fog of summers spring brought the thawing thoughts into my mind. it’s strange to see you on the horizon; a distant, shimmering mirage. are you simply a trick of the eye? i always second guess, check my watch, and when i squint […]
i am older, but still young. i’m unsure of where i’m from, of what has shaped me, what has changed me, and who i will become. it seems like everyday i discover something new. so much is expected but there’s so much still to do. and don’t even get me started on emotions, those i haven’t […]
it started out like all the rest: a tiny hitch inside my chest. but you had them beat for sure- no, none of them had brown eyes like yours. i gave in and started watching your favorite show, something i never thought i’d do. to tell the truth it hurts a little bit, cause all […]
feeling childish, wanting you. in other news, the sky is blue.
yesterday gave me tremors; prickles down my spine. and gradually i realized that the cause of it was you. i didn’t want to admit it at the time, but gradually i realized my worst fear was coming true.
it’s all over once i kiss you, its all over then. oh, its all over once i kiss you, its all over then. it’s all over then. [you’re getting closer by the second babe, and oh, i can’t do anything…] cause it’s all over once you kiss me, it’s all over then, oh it’s all […]
i’m sick in love with you, and i know i left too soon, but if you can forgive me, please do, because i’m sick, oh i’m sick in love with you. [don’t know why, oh, why this all happened; though i remember how you caught me in your trap, but i won’t blame, no i won’t […]
what would i do if i saw you there, oh, what would i do if you said you care? what would i do if you opened the door, oh, what would i do if i got all i hoped for? [i’d be a different woman, defined in your eyes, i’d be living a new, fulfilling […]
decisions, decisions, how do i make them? it’s not as easy as pie. it’s not a means of flour and sugar, of ovens and aprons, or simple things. decisions, decisions, how do i make them? how do i make up my mind? there’s nothing to do but try, but try as i might, i just […]
feeling lost, feeling off: how do i put it into words? can’t fall asleep without the inkling thought nibbling at my toes that i’m all alone without a friend to my name. yearning for someone who understands how the water flows, how the wax melts underneath the pressure of the flame, why it hurts to […]