9/17

i am here. right now, we i am here. the grass is green and strong with its many summer memories, whispering blades of stories to each other as i listen. the trees above are peaceful in the friendship they provide; overseeing younger beings as we grow and shift upon the ground. the sun is shining […]

10-16-17

today was gray. gray like the clouds hanging overhead, though the sun was determined to shine. gray like the way i felt hearing about your life- the life you’ve lived without me in it. i’m not quite sure why i felt so entitled to your days; i guess i cared so much i felt like […]

9-22-17

you say you’ve got it all figured out, but i can see through your skin. transparency was always something that you couldn’t help from coming easily. even though you didn’t let me in you let me knock upon the glass. i saw your room, cluttered with sadness, and the darkness clinging to your walls. your […]

your room – 9/24/17

i could build a house with all these thoughts, fill it up with all my days. i could build a room for you if perhaps you’d like to stay. there’d be old wood on the floor since i’ve loved you for so long and curtains on the windows i’ll keep closed when you are gone. […]

see

i’m too tired to fall asleep; all i can do is think about you and everything you said. oh, wasn’t everything you meant a lie? now i see, who you were to me- it wasn’t true. how wrong of me to assume that there wasn’t anything but truth in your smiles, and how foolish of […]

risky

[recording on soundcloud] oh it’s only recently become clear to me how completely unprepared i am to even give a smile or hold your hand- oh, i’m lost. why are your words in some foreign language that i simply cannot understand no matter how many times; how many days and weeks and nights i’ve studied […]

i once thought i knew

[recording on soundcloud] there were days when nothing made me happier than seeing you, and there were nights when nothing that i tried brought me peace from seeing you. but time has taken that all away. time has faded everything that i once thought i knew to be true. all that i could see was […]

i’ll take the blame (unfinished song)

empty words come easier than the real ones- maybe that’s why the cost is cheap. but just like me they’re not as strong, no, they can’t hold the weight of what i mean. oh, tell me the truth. it can’t be as hard as they say, at least i know that it can’t hurt. oh, […]

almost gone (unfinished song)

the rain is falling, and the porch lights off. the night is humming it’s summer song. oh, i’d always dreamed of moments like this but never realized their impermanence. oh, the moon’s almost gone. oh, the moon’s almost gone. you asked her a question once, and she’ll never forget the clear look in your eyes as […]