[recording on soundcloud] oh it’s only recently become clear to me how completely unprepared i am to even give a smile or hold your hand- oh, i’m lost. why are your words in some foreign language that i simply cannot understand no matter how many times; how many days and weeks and nights i’ve studied […]
[recording on soundcloud] there were days when nothing made me happier than seeing you, and there were nights when nothing that i tried brought me peace from seeing you. but time has taken that all away. time has faded everything that i once thought i knew to be true. all that i could see was […]
and i’ve never known this thought before or entertained it in my mind that even though it seems you are- perhaps you’re not just being kind. perhaps the gentle smiles you give are signs of what you feel and maybe your outspoken laugh means that this is real.
empty words come easier than the real ones- maybe that’s why the cost is cheap. but just like me they’re not as strong, no, they can’t hold the weight of what i mean. oh, tell me the truth. it can’t be as hard as they say, at least i know that it can’t hurt. oh, […]
oh its only recently become clear to me how completely unprepared i am to even give a smile or hold your hand; oh, i’m lost. why does this feel like the biggest risk i’ve ever met? when i haven’t even taken it yet. and oh i’m afraid i never will, oh i’m afraid that i […]
the rain is falling, and the porch lights off. the night is humming it’s summer song. oh, i’d always dreamed of moments like this but never realized their impermanence. oh, the moon’s almost gone. oh, the moon’s almost gone. you asked her a question once, and she’ll never forget the clear look in your eyes as […]
all along i knew i was only fooling myself, and here i am again, coming face to face with the reality. i knew you couldn’t feel for me; i knew that much was true. but now that i’ve heard you say the words i don’t know what to do.
it rained again last night- surrounding us all with a humid cloud. the fog of summers spring brought the thawing thoughts into my mind. it’s strange to see you on the horizon; a distant, shimmering mirage. are you simply a trick of the eye? i always second guess, check my watch, and when i squint […]
i’m not sure what to say cause i’m not sure how i feel. it feels right next to you, but i know you won’t steal me away- and that’s okay, that’s fine with me. it’s honestly alright, oh i don’t mind wasting all of my time on you. if i could put it into words, […]
i’m thinking maybe in five years from now, we’ll have it figured out, expecting i learn to follow my own directions. they always said they’d lead exactly to where i wanted to be, but i was too blind to pay attention. and then there you were, hiding the sunrise in your smile, and leaving me […]