(this song is from the point of view of one of the main characters of the book that i am co-writing with my bff).
staring at the walls and ceilings. old white paint is peeling. don’t have room for all these feelings, no, two’s already a crowd. i can feel it crumbling: what you always thought was something. i won’t apologize for nothin’, no, i won’t make a sound.
[i know that i messed it all up. a ‘cure’ is not the way to be looking for love.]
empty voices, oh their screaming, that i don’t know what i’m thinking. trust me, oh, i do believe them, but i can’t turn back now. leave me behind, leave me falling. better me than if we’re all in. cause i’ve always been missing something: standing on solid ground.
[i know that i messed it all up. a ‘cure’ is not the way to be looking for love. i’m sorry, i tried, but it wasn’t enough. maybe one day on behalf of me, you can forgive and forget everything. could you forgive and forget everything. you can forgive and forget everything.]