forgive & forget

(this song is from the point of view of one of the main characters of the book that i am co-writing with my bff).

staring at the walls and ceilings. old white paint is peeling. don’t have room for all these feelings, no, two’s already a crowd. i can feel it crumbling: what you always thought was something. i won’t apologize for nothin’, no, i won’t make a sound.

[i know that i messed it all up. a ‘cure’ is not the way to be looking for love.]

empty voices, oh their screaming, that i don’t know what i’m thinking. trust me, oh, i do believe them, but i can’t turn back now. leave me behind, leave me falling. better me than if we’re all in. cause i’ve always been missing something: standing on solid ground.

[i know that i messed it all up. a ‘cure’ is not the way to be looking for love. i’m sorry, i tried, but it wasn’t enough. maybe one day on behalf of me, you can forgive and forget everything. could you forgive and forget everything. you can forgive and forget everything.]

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thinking of you

thinking of you, thinking of you, what will it make me do? i never knew, no i never learned- tho i know it’s selfish it’s true, oh, i don’t want to be anywhere else but with you.

tell me it’s love, oh tell me you do. say it with your eyes and i’ll believe. i’ll let it go, oh i’ll let you know,- tho i know it’s selfish it’s true, oh, i don’t want to anywhere else but with you.

here we are, at the window, the moment of truth. if i say what i’ve been meaning to, would you believe? would you agree? i know it’s selfish, it’s true, but we all are selfish sometimes. i know it’s all up to you, your mind and your kind eyes.

thinking of you, thinking of you, what will it make me do? tell me it’s love, oh tell me you do- tho i know it’s selfish it’s true, oh, i don’t want to be anywhere else but with you. no, i don’t want to be anywhere else but with you.

nothing could be worse

[recording on soundcloud]

the sun was shining on that day- when you first called my name. i could say anything and you’d stay and stay and stay. i wasn’t afraid of losing you at all, but it’s always what we love the most that falls.

[is it true? is it true? did you really leave me just for this? and is it worth it? tell me, is it worth it? is it worth my happy smile and our kiss? cause that’s what i miss the most, as well as you.]

you always knew just what to say to make the rain, rain go away. you always knew what to do to make me fall into you. and it was always the same, but i, i wouldn’t change a thing. except for maybe how you were always changing your mind.

[is it true? is it true?┬ádid you really leave me just for this? and is it worth it? tell me, is it worth it? is it worth my happy smile and our kiss? cause that’s what i miss the most, as well as you.]

and i know you’ve never been good with your words, but that don’t mean that they won’t hurt. cause nothing, nothing could be worse- oh nothing, nothing could be worse than what you’re keeping from me. nothing, nothing could be worse than what you’re keeping from me.

[is it true? is true? did you really leave just for this?]