yesterday gave me tremors; prickles down my spine. and gradually i realized that the cause of it was you. i didn’t want to admit it at the time, but gradually i realized my worst fear was coming true.
it’s all over once i kiss you, its all over then. oh, its all over once i kiss you, its all over then. it’s all over then.
[you’re getting closer by the second babe, and oh, i can’t do anything…]
cause it’s all over once you kiss me, it’s all over then, oh it’s all over once you kiss me, it’s all over then, oh never let this end.
i’m sick in love with you, and i know i left too soon, but if you can forgive me, please do, because i’m sick, oh i’m sick in love with you.
[don’t know why, oh, why this all happened; though i remember how you caught me in your trap, but i won’t blame, no i won’t blame it all on you cause it takes two, we know that it takes two]
i’m sick, in love with you. and i know that i left too soon. but if you can find it in your heart to hear me apologize, see me purified in your eyes, please do, because i’m sick, oh god i’m sick in love with you.
what would i do if i saw you there, oh, what would i do if you said you care?
what would i do if you opened the door, oh, what would i do if i got all i hoped for?
[i’d be a different woman, defined in your eyes, i’d be living a new, fulfilling life, i’d be smiling at flowers and dancing unashamed, i’d be a different woman, forever changed.]
decisions, decisions, how do i make them? it’s not as easy as pie. it’s not a means of flour and sugar, of ovens and aprons, or simple things.
decisions, decisions, how do i make them? how do i make up my mind? there’s nothing to do but try, but try as i might, i just can’t decide.
feeling lost, feeling off: how do i put it into words?
can’t fall asleep without the inkling thought nibbling at my toes
that i’m all alone without a friend to my name.
yearning for someone who understands how the water flows,
how the wax melts underneath the pressure of the flame,
why it hurts to not be heard.
lately i’ve been thinking lots about it
but that’s normal, right? that’s what we always do.
lately, i can’t get it out of my head:
thinking just what it would be like to be in love with you